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As'kum.....
hai.... dah lame aku x coret sesuatu di sini...
huhuhu... hr ku semakin membosan...
aku tak taula apa hala tuju ku ini...
aku suka wat hal ngan adik2 aku...
ape nak jadi kan... hahaha... aku dah naik bosan nak apply keje la...
tp x leh jadi gak... hehhe.. samp bila nak bergantung ngan family kan..
semenjak kembali single ni jiwa aku kosong la...
sometime aku jd bebal,sangap, menduka cikatakan jer...
aku hilang arah la.. mcm budak2 pon ader gak. huhuhu..
aku tak tau la... jealous melihat kebahagian kwn aku yg dah establish dgn teguhnye,happy ngan family masing2..
aku jgk yg ketinggalan... tp sampai bila kan.. hahaha...
i want to be matured but sometime being a childish...
sound just like stupid... but it real...
mayb the surrounding give the effect for my environment.....
sometime wanna yelling louder to yell about stupid thing in my mind...
but it doesnt work la... miss my ex lovely boy...
but he will have happy wedding day...
my outside seem like happy but the inside is totally bad heart broken...
oh my gost... hahaha....
must take some changes in my life i think..
 hahaha.. nasib arwah mak tak nampak keadaan noni mcm ni kan...
huhuhu...
that all for sack secret....
that enough for some yelling my heart...
hohohho....
bye salam...
miss my lovely sist.....

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Nukilan Hati Sawang

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